Thursday, January 14, 2010


Day Three was a real bitch, the urge to kill was very strong!!!!Of course I actually DO feel better, I just don't want to admit it cuz I still WANT A CIGARETTE!!!!! But hopefully that feeling passes and I can get on with life.
Just hopefully nobody crosses me today and there happens to be golf clubs nearby....

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

Day Two

Well I made it thru Day One without killing anybody but I have to admit I was a bit nervous a few times!
Actually it wasn't too bad, I did eat alot of candy and chewed up several straws but I realized alot of my smoking habit was just that, habit! Certain times of the day were much worse than others. When I was busy at work, didn't even think about it but when the normal cig break time came about,boy the urge went thru the roof! And when I get behind the wheel, after eating etc. All the "normal" times I habitually smoked, that is when the shakes were there. And last evening here on-line was the worst! That's when I really wanted to smoke! Went thru the most candy then, gonna have to get some sugar-free gum and stuff today. I hope today goes as well!

Sunday, January 10, 2010

I'm gonna do it this time...

I'm gonna quit smoking! I have to, money wise and health wise...Wish me luck!

I just flushed the remaining cigs in my pack down the toilet that way I won't automaticaly light one up first thing in the morning.

Of course this will affect my beer drinking but that is something else I have to slow down on...

But it won't affect my popcorn habit! Gonna go pop a bag in the micro and watch some vid of the TV version of the Posidon Adventure!